Draining

Social media is many things these days. It's draining and sometimes even toxic. Its entertainment, messiness, drama, heartache, but most of all distraction. Distraction from everyday life. I did a brief social media detox. I lasted a week and a half. LOL. I have FOMO ➡️ fear of missing out. Missing out on what, I don't know. Because everytime I logon...its just the same people talking about the same shit. I'm feeling like I'll get rid of Facebook & Instagram, and possibly keep Twitter. Who knows. I'm still getting over this breakup and everytime I see this dude post something I automatically get in my feelings. SMH.

Even now, the reason I'm so active is because my birthday is coming up. I just wanna get my wishes and get ghost. 😂

A lot more on my mind but I just have to keep the end goal in front of me. Social media is distracting and I'm hoping soon I'll feel ready enough to take a much needed hiatus, and won't fear that I'm missing out anything. Because realistically I'm not...🤷🏽‍♀️