A lot has transpired over the last few months, and it's still early in the year. I am shifting amongst transitioning. The whole process is filled with growing pains. Forgiving folks, letting people go, allowing yourself to be vulnerable, being able to understand yourself, what it is that you want and don't want. It's a lot to process and work through. I am about a month away from turning 31. I have changed. I am changing. I am evolving. I am growing. I am me. Any word that is synonymous with growth...I am that. I don't wanna brag tho because I'm not perfect, and I still have somewhat of a f'd up mindset. Getting rid of my negative neuropaths is a journey in itself. Yet, here I am tryna do better.
So, I guess my question is can you evolve but remain the same? 🤔 This thought is somewhat plaguing me. At the moment procrastination is my demise. I know that discipline is key....but idk what to do or how to move forward. Especially when I have goals to knock out the park in 3 months. I need Jesus to take the wheel because I am officially on the struggle bus. 😬😳 Everything looks more appealing than studying. Procrastination and the overwhelming thought of what I should be doing and everything that's in between that...gives me ALL the anxiety in the world. I have to overcome this because time is literally of the essence.
