I am numb. I am numb to the bullshit. I literally feel nothing. I've somehow put my myself in isolation. I get off work and I do nothing. I'm in bed by 830 or 9 at the latest. I'm not necessarily putting on a facade. I'm indifferent to everything. Per usual...I'm in a weird space.
I'm still doing my best to knock out my short term goal list while going through the storm. Depression is...needing to be productive but not having the energy to do so. It is feeling everything and nothing at the same time. It is still trying to be encouraging for the people or person that needs it. It is knowing that you need to better but just can't....
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