Poetic License aka Makes Me Wonder

Have momma's raided us right?
Have daddy's abandoned us?
to make their lil girls be loved
so, they grow up fast with no...
expectations of class, morales, or standards
out the window...
dudes constantly chasing that a** to make a quick stop and
plant that seed...
when they have no intention on tending to it
or
nurturing that soon to be embryo
many older women say the ladies don't care
or don't strap up because they want a piece of what
was once inside of them...
so, they hold on strong to somebody who don't want 'em
and then get mad when the brotha get
somebody else on the side
this cycle is called, "the trap house"
girls wanna get the title "mommy" at the tender age of 16
dudes wanna be associated as the ones who getting all the [pussy]
no shame because all the girls want is the love they were once abandoned of..
so, these females lurk around
trying to fill the void
young kids lack knowledge of what they see in the media
the cars, 50 thou on the wrist and banging 10s of tons of scandolous females
don't care that HIV/Aids, and STDs are there
does our generation care
it saddens me to hear the lil kiddies cussing out their one and single parent
who are doing there best to provide their child with clothes on their back, food in the refrigeratior, and a roof over their head...
is respect and integrity not a good characterisitic now?
I find myself watching BET constantly...with the booty's and the chestess rubbing all ova the Phantom with the
iced out wrist, neck, and ears
this is what REAL hip hop has come to?
rappers speak about how they grew up in the hood and forever struggling tryna get somewhere
yes
but where is the lyrical depth and meaningfulness behind the tight beat and the decent hook?
my, my, my
I often wonder if I am the only female in the world who doesn't refer to myself or anyone else as a bitch or a hoe?
whaddup bitch?
where is the self-respect?
my mother always told me not call anyone a loser, let alone a bitch..
feel'n lost and confused
and as I become older, I too am feening for a man's love
though my daddy is here...I don't feel, connect, or identify with it.
is it lingering or lurking behind closed doors?
imagination goes crazythinking about the man I want to be in my future
and what beholds me
a woman's expectation should be so high
and thats why many guys don't fool with me
cuz I got that good junk and not giving it up to nobody
can't deal with it..then you can step
so, I suggest to these guys..to step they game up
to the home plate..
makes me wonder what's going on in these little girls mind's
we all want a man's love...
think its going to be sooooo very good
once we give ourselves up
attempting to fill that void that was empty with a baby
though I still am craving that love, yearning for that lust, and feening for that thing
got me feeling like XSCAPE, asking who can I run to?
when the main person is in front of you..
his name is G.O.D.
and he makes me wonder when will that special person come???
of course on his time
he's there to fill our emptiness and voids
and to keep our head to the sky
before we
even think about giving up that good jewel..

Makes Me Wonder...