Meek Mill

Sitting here. Sitting here thinking and listening to what sounds like someone using a jack hammer outside. 🤷🏽‍♀️ I’m always thinking. I’m thinking about how life infinitely changes. Our dreams, aspirations, and goals. What I once wanted out of life seems like such a vague memory. I’ve changed so much over the years, but a part of me will always be the same. I’m eternally grateful for growth... and what comes with it.   I see the person I’m becoming more clearly. I’m becoming more in tune with myself and more aware. 

They’ve always said when you’re in the 30+ gang, it gets to become more clearer. Best believe, I have a lot more growing to do, but it doesn’t seem as daunting. I’m actually looking forward to it. I’m still nervous about the future and what’s to come. But, like I always say... day by day. 

Stability is all I’ve ever wanted, along with being understood. I’ve felt misunderstood the majority of my life. I felt like I had no one to sincerely listen to me or my plight. Now, I am that for others. Ironic, huh? Yes, I’d say so. Now I’m okay with being misunderstood. I now know we’re not meant to be understood. It took almost my whole life to figure this tidbit out. Being a strange bird, loner,quiet/shy, and a misfit has made me who I am. I’m forever thankful. Our dreams will always change, as well as our goals. I’m on a new path. And even though I’m nervous about it... in the same sense I’ve never been so sure. I deserve all the good things life has to offer. I deserve love, success, peace, and stability. We all do. 

Sometimes we just gotta really think about shit and put it into perspective. That’s what this moment is. 

 

love. all ways. always.