Bothersome

One thing I can pride myself on as a person is...I do my best to treat others how I want to be treated. I'm not shady or malicious, I really try to be good to everyone. Even if they're not good to me. So far, it has worked in my favor. In my 30 years on this earth, I haven't had any major issues with my friends. I keep my circle tight. For the most part...no drama. I have a select few that I actually TRUST and will never have to doubt....basically my ride or die. 😎 I'm pretty much an open person. If I got it, you got it. If someone hurts you, they hurt ME. you mad? OH, I'm big mad.

It's interesting tho because I've never understood how or why  someone that I care about could be possessive over ME. I've never actually experienced it until recently. Understand that I have different relationships with all my friends. If someone is heavy on my mind/spirit...I'll call, text, or go see them if I can. I guess that's the empath in me. I'm grateful that I can be a light for some. I'm just me. Idk how to be anything else. Anyway...

Yesterday a situation happened with one of my friends and it rock it to me to my core...to the point I got pissed off. Long story short, I talk to this person almost everyday. If it's not everyday, its several times during the week. Sometimes I don't feel like talking...so I'll ignore her phone call. Yesterday I got my hair cut and went to my other friends house to check one her, because I hadn't seen her in a cool minute. I get over there and I'm kk'n with my friend & her husband. The homie calls me and says "wyd?" I reply with I'm at so & so house. Her: "Oh ok. Well, I called you yesterday." I reply, "I know. I was busy...well I was on the phone." Her.."that's cool." and she proceeds to hang up the phone in my face. At first I thought it was funny. So, I immediately called her back to back until she picked up. She eventually answered and said, "I'll call you back." 😐😤😠🤬

At this point.. I'm really tryna figure out what her problem is and what I did to make her hang up on me. The more I think about it...the more pissed off I get. Cuz I'm like she's trippin TRIPPIN. She has felt some type of way before.. when she felt like someone was taking her place. And because of that I didn't talk to her for over a month, all because she was in her box o' feelings. I don't have time. PERIOD. We are grown. If you have an issue... please tell me so that we can communicate effectively and move tf on. What I'm mostly aggravated by is...I don't act like this, nor do my other friends. And its never that deep for you to hang up in my face.

The more and more I thought about this last nite...I was lowkey becoming livid. So, my petty side came into play and I blocked her number. I'm not finna entertain foolery...when clearly I don't even know what I did AND it was all good a couple of days ago. I'm never the type of person to get jealous over something like that. Maybe she's going thru something and is lashing out. Who freakin' knows but I don't have time....PERIOD.

Chile, please....🙄